9:23 PM
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sweetest goodbye(s)
Sunday, March 05, 2006
bollocks. i cant believe im actually doing this, actually putting my thoughts online and exposing myself to the sedition act. haha, yeah whatever. its been just a mere what, 9 plus weeks since sr crashed into my never-short-of-surprises life and its gonna leave just like that. like daryl said, "time flies" and in every sense of the 2 words, it really makes sense. In november leaving barker seemed almost impossible and i had to struggle coping with the loss. and that almost same feeling comes right back this time. let me recount in as much detail what took place in this short span of time and thank the people for making this time so memorable in every way.
oh dang, come into school before it even starts (hey i can be early if i put in effort), see a prolific striker who ends up looking like a vampire after 9 weeks, to most, at least and find im in some lame named grp by the name of delphi aplha. the school atmosphere drills my morale into the earth even more and then i find out that its a jay chou hideout more or less which kinda triggers the "im gonna set this place on fire for the good of the nation" feeling. had games and stuff but never really cliqued with my og ppl even during the outings and stuff, but well, theyre nice ppl so what can i say right? over the days found out zach was enjoying sch, scared me, got to know ppl slowly, navin, dings, jeremy, david better, keith though his INCLINATION TO GIRLS WAS VERY OBVIOUS and guodong, emmanuel and sufian. never really had the least interest oin talking to any girls that i came across cause ive got a weak stomach, haha, and the jaychou impression still lingered on in my head about them. still remember sufian screamed WHAT THE FCUK when we played some orientation game such that if u were fortuante enough, youll get yourself splashed with serangoon water all over while sitting on a serangoon chair and despite numerous warnings, he just had to sit there. the whole world stopped and stared at him for 2 secounds while i laughed my snobbish buttocks off. man! haha. yeah, started going out pretty often with them and stuff, the murtabaks, dunks, town, chingay, the gossips, u name it.. then we had our classes and all which were kinda funny, fun and full of unexpected stuff. still very enjoyable and got to know ppl like daryl, victor, rama, janice, rusydiah, vanessa, rachel and all better. went out just once as a class thanks to vanessa's fine organisation skills despite the enthusiasm. then came along Sclub and additions to the ppl i started hanging out with like becky, mindy, jasminE, nettie.. yeah. sclub was fun and all with all of us being blunt and straight forward with what we thought and all, that sat. out at chijmes, the coffee at gelare, going to town, turkish food, chalet.. unforgettable. haha. we better stay in touch and keep the 2nd friday of every month thing going ppl, for old times' sake.
og ppl
keith: whatever lah! hahaha. your the funnist of ppl in your actions around and yeah, your inclination to girls is still very obvious. esp during those og times.haev fun in ac/sa/cj wherever u go and keep up the good work with rebecca!
guodong: u shd set up a club that goes something like Association of Singapore Stoners, (ASS) and take part in regional stoning competitions with ur followers. im sure u will be a force to be reckoned with. haha. great guy with an attitude ive ytet to see. all thest best in the future.
huiyi: never really knew her or took notic till i realised that ding, jeremy and keith were close to her and that she being arnd wld be a norm already. had fun on chingay night huh watching manu give fulham soccer lessons right? the pool and tonning.haha and keep up the passsion for soccer! take care and have fun at sa.
emmanuel: dude, i really hope u dont stay at SR, but hey. have fun in whatever you do, and i really like your lit teacher aspiration, very noble. thanks for the help with the project and all. at least we topped our class. oh well.. haha
Sclub
ding: ceteris paribus, letallec, gonzales, mr/mrs raul, mr lavigne, rock on. not the chingay type of rock on, but proper rock on, u know, u know.... get my drift??? haha. great knowing you, esp with your easy approach to everything which sooths the atmosphere except being such a good liverpool fan that i can suan till the cows come home to senggkang. oh yes, and the tour around sengkang, lrt, compassville, or was it compasspoint? tour. yeah. haha. im gonna miss your company, and so much more.
navin: our hearts, our hopes, our aims are one. hey, ur prob the coolest dark guy ive known man, i dare say that cuz the last time i did the lunar ecplise joke on some indian friend, he got pissed for 2 mins. haha. just dont land urself in prison for BEING RACIST TO ONE'S OWNSELF. prob one of the easiest ppl to get along with and yet such good company just your presence being around and all. im gonna miss talking serangoon with you should we part or not end up in the same place together, and i dont mean SR. take care seriously, and thanks for the advice you gave online reagarding YOU KNOW WHAT. HAHA. cheers.
daryl: where do i start? i spend almost the whole day of school time talikng nonsense (most of the time) with you and with the whole A and B thing going on, never short of things to talk abt eh? haha. sheesh, i hope u top sr and have a good jibe at mrs kok in ur time there and stay cool as ever pls. haev a never ending line of UWC girls at ur doorstep and a contract with sony records with your band or sth in the near future. thanks for giving good tips like keeping an open mind and having fun in thje past month. gonna miss it, and btw, we DID NOT, at all costs buy those shoes together okay? haha. thanks also, for everything.
jeremy: i thought u were abnormal and dysfunctional, as in, worse than dings, after u contemplated buying those adidas shoes at beach road that day. well, its okay, u proved me wrong, u are not only abnormal and dysfunctional, crazy and jaychou, ur all of that to the power of 50! haha, thjat was after the bowling alley thing, remember? we cldnt read ur pattern that day man. yea, still, u prob changed my whole impression of marist ppl for the better and got my respect with your ncc stuff, and that long testimonial whihc was supposed to mean, ur a good ncc guy. haha. have fun at ur course and with jasminE too, ill look out for the next ritzcarlton public relations manager-to-be. take care and bring ur funkiness arnd whever u go.
sufian: hey mr raja somebody-lay-me! had alot of fun chatting away with you and all.remember the bus ride to and back frm sch, interesting stuff right. u really stand out frm the malays i know, and youve really got sth good going on,all the best in ur journalism ambitions. hope ur band does well and u get ur goal in life soon, though i honestly advice you to.. find sth more meaningful.haha. and ur tj girl too!! u can do it man,just be yourself,and tell her shes the reason u studied for ur Olevels.
the girls
becky: andy is a poser, andy studys in tpjc, and i think andy is semi jaychou. whjat is wrong with you?! okok, relax yes? itll be great if u got into acjc and all, but if u dont, have fun at cjc okay. keep in touch and stay cool, not poser kinda cool though. hahaha. gonna miss teasing you and all, having randon laughs and all. well, take care and all the best okay? puppy abuser!!
nettie: ah. well. haha. been nice knowing you and all, i think ur the only person ive got nth funnily-negative to say partly cuz ull gonna say "SO MEAN" and partly cuz ull hate me for life, right? hahaa. joking okay, but yeah, ur really special in a different way. thanks for having dinner and drinks on friday, really got to know u better and all, despite being the block of ice, stone, whatever it is. keep in touch ah!
mindy: hey MAN! wassssuup? i dunno, but hey, its been great knowing you. uve prob the most heavily informed girl i think arnd and yeah, have got a real deal to init too huh. haha, okay thanks for the fun, rubbish, funny and qwerky times thats been taking place also thanks to ur contribution to the fun. all the best in sa and may you finally find a proper guy for yourself.haha!right, thanks for helping with the uknowwhat stuff also in the past few days. woo!
vanessa: will she even get the chance to read this? whatever, navin rocks, right? ill geet him on a 42 and ask him to come to my place but get him to alight at ur stop and loook for ur house. whaha! seriously,youve been fun and pleasant to hang anrd with though ur righteousness freaks me out lots. thanks for "taking care" of ur puppy and making sr look fun on the outside, cuz its not! and i stilllll fdddddoooonnntt understand why ur gona stay there. happy being 2nd top student there! srjc-ian! (eyes and ears start to bleed)
u guys are crazy! and ilike it. =]
-abel
11:36 PM
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Friday, March 03, 2006
Time flies. Seriously. It's like a freakin' monster that destroys everything in it's path with excruciating brutality.
It seems like a couple of days ago I sat behind Navin and Jeremy in the hall and asked em for the day's programme sheet.
It seems like a couple hours ago that Abel, Rama, Jeremy, Ding and I lined up along the pathway leading to school and gave anybody who walked past the 'VIP treatment'
And it seems like a couple of seconds ago, that all of us just hung out in the canteen, probably during lesson time, slacking our asses off.
Lotsa great mates to shout out to, really.
Sufian: The Raja of 'shaking'(AHEM. he claims he has stopped for a month. haha! Keep it up, buddy!) He feasts on Raja meals in school and bombs the school toilets pretty damn bad. I hope you fufill your purpose in life, mate. All the best in Singapore Poly. and don't let the TJ girl slip away.
Keith Kow: haha. didn't get to know this guy as well as the rest. but from the short time we had, i can honestly say he's a really funny and down to earth guy. really happy guy for sure! always smiling and all... especially nowadays! dude, best of luck with her man and best of luck in your studies and swimming as well!
S CLUB DUDES-
Ding: Starfruit, Highbury, Strawberry and all the funniest words you'll probably ever hear in your life comes from this guy. Down to earth, he's a 'brother brother buddy buddy' kinda guy. Wonderful teacher who managed to coerce some chinese and singlish outta me. So many things to say bout Ding LAH. haha. and 99% of those things are good. Great personality. 24 carat smile. We'll all be lookin forward to FAKE MADRID =) best of luck with your harley.
Jeremy: LOL 2 cents worth. Hilarious guy. Really warm personality. Can always count on him to raise the heat in the room with his antics. another great friend really. talented guy definitely. Learned the guitar really fast and man, i just gotta say he's a talent. Dude, best of luck with NKF and don't ever keep ur 2 cents worth to urself cos your words, no matter how jumbled and weird they are sometimes, bring laughter and joy somehow.
Navin; Definitely darker than all of us lol. Respect this guy alot. Able to laugh at himself just as much as he laughs at others. You don't find guys like him around. not always. My partner in music. Really really really intelligent. BUT WAIT his favorite line around a music man is 'you have heard this song before right?' haha a record of at least 30 times of askin that question. Keep it real mate. stay true to the dark side. may you do good. i'm pretty sure you will. you get my drift right? ;]
Abel: ahhh. this walrus/puppy/seal... blah blah blah. GREAT FRIEND. without a doubt. love his laidback attitude to life. can trust this guy definitely. one interesting about him is he sure fufills most of his dares pretty well! the poetry reading and the 2 girls at city hall. haha. Wow. one of the greatest guys i've ever met, really. Dude, thanks for everything man =) thanks for everything.
Lotsa others really... david, mindy, jasmine, vanessa, rebecca... MAN the list sure goes on and on and on and on and on.... AND ON.
Great times we all had. I mean, one moment of lives have been woven together.
Don't stop loving.
Love is what makes life worthwhile.
- Daryl
10:33 PM
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rockstar 101My tears of sorrow are unseen
As I witness crying mothers hugging their beloved
What is left of this world?
There is too much harm and pain......
War has taken our humanity
I just want to experience serenity
Hate nurtures malevolence
Make it stop and we will achieve peace
-The Raja
4:45 PM
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Saturday, February 25, 2006
Led Zeppelin - What Is And What Should Never Be
Nice song guys
And if I say to you tomorrow
,Take my hand, child, come with me
.It's to a castle I will take you,
Where what's to be, they say will be
*Catch the wind, see us spin,Sail away, leave today,
Way up high in the sky.But the wind won't blow,You really shouldn't go,
It only goes to showThat you will be mine
By takin' our time. Ooh!
And if you say to me tomorrow,
Oh what fun it all would be,
Then what's to stop us, pretty baby,
But What Is And What Should Never Be.
* Chorus So if you wake up with the sunrise,
And all your dreams are still as new,And happiness is what you need so bad
,Girl, the answer lies with you, yeah
* Chorus Hey, ohOh the wind wont blow and we really shouldn't goand it only goes to show
-ow-ow.Catch the wind, we're gonna see it spinwe're gonna...sail, little girldo do do,
bop bop a do-ohmy my my my my my yeahEverybody I know seems to know me well
--but does anybody know I'm gonna move like hell--
but they're never gonna know cause I move like hell.(pick one...heh)
-darker than the rest
11:28 PM
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Led Zeppelin - What Is And What Should Never Be
Nice song guys
And if I say to you tomorrow
,Take my hand, child, come with me
.It's to a castle I will take you,
Where what's to be, they say will be
*Catch the wind, see us spin,Sail away, leave today,
Way up high in the sky.But the wind won't blow,You really shouldn't go,
It only goes to showThat you will be mine
By takin' our time. Ooh!
And if you say to me tomorrow,
Oh what fun it all would be,
Then what's to stop us, pretty baby,
But What Is And What Should Never Be.
* Chorus So if you wake up with the sunrise,
And all your dreams are still as new,And happiness is what you need so bad
,Girl, the answer lies with you, yeah
* Chorus Hey, ohOh the wind wont blow and we really shouldn't goand it only goes to show
-ow-ow.Catch the wind, we're gonna see it spinwe're gonna...sail, little girldo do do,
bop bop a do-ohmy my my my my my yeahEverybody I know seems to know me well
--but does anybody know I'm gonna move like hell--
but they're never gonna know cause I move like hell.(pick one...heh)
11:28 PM
Rockstar ____*
Friday, February 24, 2006
I tried to build a wall
And let nobody in
To be on my own
Without love and without pain
Without pain
I don't know why
But every time
I look into your face
Into your face
I am caught and I relapse again
- The Irish Muffin
3:29 PM
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Thursday, February 23, 2006
Something Stupid
I know I stand in line
Until you think you have the time
To spend an evening with me
And if we go someplace to dance
I know that there's a chance
You won't be leaving with me
Then afterwards we drop into a quiet little place
And have a drink or two
And then I go and spoil it all
By saying something stupid
Like I love you
I can see it in your eyes
You still despise the same old lines
You heard the night before
And though it's just a line to you
For me it's true
And never seemed so right before
I practice every day to find some cleverlines to say
To make the meaning come true
But then I think I'll wait until the evening
gets late
And I'm alone with you
The time is right
Your perfume fills my head
The stars get red
And oh the night's so blue
And then I go and spoil it all
By saying something stupid
Like I love you
-tea&sympathy
11:43 PM
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Wednesday, February 22, 2006
I was born to love you
With every single beat of my heart
I was born to take care of you
Every single day of my life
You are the one for me
I am the man for you
You were made for me
You're my ecstasy
If I was given every opportunity
I'd kill for your love
So take a chance with me
Let me romance with you
I'm caught in a dream
And my dream's come true
It's so hard to believe This is happening to me
An amazing feeling Comin' through
-nursE
11:53 AM
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Tuesday, February 21, 2006
Hide Your Love Away
Here I stand head in hand
Turn my face to the wall
If she's gone I can't go on
Feelin' two-foot small
Everywhere people stare
Each and every day
I can see them laugh at me
And I hear them say
Hey you've got to hide your love away
Hey you've got to hide your love away
How can I even try
I can never win
Hearing them, seeing them
In the state I'm in
How could she say to me
Love will find a way
Gather round all you clowns
Let me hear you say
Hey you've got to hide your love away
Hey you've got to hide your love away
-tea&sympathy
10:16 PM
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We don't say what we really wanna say.
Instead, we keep it inside of us.
Then, regret sets in.
I'll start.
Bit by bit, I'll open up.
After all, life doesn't last that long.
Be genuine.
Building a wall around you won't do any good.
Honesty.
Don't look back in regret.
-The Irish Muffin
9:27 PM
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Sunday, February 19, 2006
Don't Go Away
Cold and frosty morning there's not a lot to say
About the things caught in my mind
And as the day was dawning my plane flew away
With all the things caught in my mind
I don't wanna be there when you're ...
Coming down
I don't wanna be there when you hit the ground
So dont go away, say what you say
Say that you'll stay
Forever and a day ... In the time of my life
Cos I need more time, yes I need more time just to make things right
Damn my situation and the games I have to play
With all the things caught in my mind
Damn my education I can't find the words to say
With all the things caught in my mind
Me and you whats going on?
All we seem to know is how to show
The feelings that are wrong
-tea&sympathy
Dude, you're the one that's leaving. - The Irish Muffin
1:13 AM
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.. taps at toilets are gettin misleading nowadays! - 2 cents worth
LOL it had the word 'AUTO' on it - The Irish Muffin
1:07 AM
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Chijmes
5 guys. 1 pizza and 1 jug of beer - The Irish Muffin
1:03 AM
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